September 2010
my five eyes
Me: Oh my GOD, I have a lazy eye.
Kristine: I dont think it's a lazy eye. Its just like slower then all the other ones.
Me: *Laughing &pointing at Kristine*
Taylor Reynolds: Wtf? You just made it seem like she has like five eyes or something.
oh how awkward,
even though I know I asked you to text me, it is strange that you did. This is the first time you’ve ever attacked this issue directly. I hope you know you hurt me. I hope you know I think you’re a horrible person, and even if I say I want to resolve our problems they will always linger in my mind. You’re strange, and even worse.. you’re cold. I know the line, between being...
August 2010
i feel so good for no reason at all right now.
i...
I am so jealous of those girls who look good in...
teemafbaby:
khad3ja:
deemiiiz:babymell97:yvettelovesyou:kristen808:thatgirlchamelle:(via kbabylopez)
thats all shallow shit. i bet they go home and cry themselves to sleep too.
THEY PROLLY ALL BITCHES YAOOOO!
i have decided
that its a horrible thing to miss someone, and know you shouldn’t. it is horrible to tell yourself you don’t, when you know you do. human nature? i hope so. maybe then i’d have something to blame &wouldn’t feel so alone.
im hungry,
but I wish so badly that I wasn’t.
12527.) None of you will really know me. Know...
(via yourconfessions)
I love this song & I really couldn’t...
so straight up
bitches be hoes.
day five: dreams
hello dreams,
please come true. actually, i’ve changed my mind, like i usually do. don’t come true if you shouldn’t. if i’m not supposed to be or do a certain thing, if it isn’t me, or if it isn’t of any benefit to me- even learning a lesson or two, please don’t enter reality. other than that, i do not want any control over whether you happen or not....
day four: defeated.
im so upset with myself that i cant finish this assignment i gave myself.
the fourth one is the sibling or close relative. i didnt want to do a sibling, that just involves too much. i was really excited to write about my grandmother, my inspiration in life. there isnt an easy way to explain how much she means to me and i dont think anything i could write would do her justice. i dont have it in...
rearrange my
life.
im in a desperate need to do something, ya know, get out &go.
i want to do my room over.
i want to throw things at the wall.
i just wanna express somethings.
i want to be crazy.
i want to let things go.
i really want
someone to look up to me.
It makes me feel special.
It helps to keep me happy, which is a very tricky task.
my mind: under war
I wonder what my habit of comparing myself to others stems from. The common reasoning would be my feelings of inadequacies, but where do they come from? Are they from life experiences or has my psyche been this way since birth? You know how they say a girl inherits her confidence or lack of from her mother? I am not sure if I believe this or not. Everyday it seems my opinion is different. I know...
rant time.
so is it just me or is being called annoying, or feeling like you’re annoying someone the worst feeling. when someone calls you annoying what can you say back to that? i’m not annoying? then you seem even more annoying. whoever that person was that called you that will haunt you. you’ll never feel the same way about talking to them again. you’ll always be afraid that...
day three: your parents
Ah this one will be hard.
Sean,
or Dad,
or whoever you are,
Hello. Nice to meet you. It is time to actually get to know me.
To tell you the truth it will be difficult. I won’t make it easy for you.
You have to hear first how much your absence has hurt me. I hope you understand that walking in and telling me you love me doesn’t solve our problems. After you cross that boundary...
